today, has got to be the worst day i've had in a while.

1. female things. oh joy.
2. my best friend doesnt even wait after school anymore?
3.i leave my cell phone at lindsey's house.
4. my 2 best friends are way too obsessed with their boyfriends.

i probably sound like a drama queen. but when your best friends care more about their boyfriends than you it starts to hurt. oh well. i dont need a boyfriend im happy with being by myself, i want to know i truely am and what im looking for in a boy, not just dating anyone that comes along. oh well, i guess things will fall into place eventually.

Wednesday May 1st = a really bad day.

meh.

cause an empty room can be so loud, too many tears to drown them out, just hold on<3