When Life puts you to the test, show em what you got.

can you believe it's already may? i really can't.
meh means school's almost over.

my play went okay. my acting was supposedly good. i feel bad for my partner, he got so nervous he forgot his lines, we, and the audience were able to laugh about it too bad it was a drama bwhaha.

"Taylor, you were so good you made your uncle, a grown man cry."

i really didnt think i did that good. but i guess i did.

my weekend was filled with sillyness, weirdness, and just plain messed up (in a really good way!)

me + lindsey + sarah = total otal and utter insanity.
they are def my bestfriends<3


i dont understand when people sulk over stupid little things. people need to learn to move on and accept change.
meh. whatever.sometimes when you try talking to them you can only do so much they have to succeed these things on their own. but i'll always be there for you if you need a good talking =].

trust in the lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding <3


peace.love.happiness.

tee gee.

all the lonely people where do they all come from? all the lonely people where do they all belong?

jesus owns.
i have to say, that is the greatest action figure ever, i mean who thinks of making jesus into an action figure? i certainly do not.

summer is coming, can i believe sophomore year is nearly over, def. not.

so i finally got a compliment for playing the upright bass in orchestra that is a very rare thing to come across considering we do nothing. it was good to hear that im doing a good job at playing the classic song Eleanor Rigby, i mean, come on its the Beatles.
"you basses, you have an important part and your playing it amazingly." =]

"bass players are a special breed, you know you want to play that instrument." fo sho mrs. v, fo sho.

lots of shyte has gone down in the family department, and im not getting involved. im keeping my big mouth shut, cause then i shall open up a new can of worms which i am not to keen on doing. but everything is going to be good. i know it, i feel it.



my play is friday, i'm so excitedly nervous. mhm.

uno momento.
are you from tennessee?
cause your the only ten-i-see.

boy, oh, boy. my favorite pick up line by far.
i would use it ;) haha.

You won't listen to me, nobody ever listens to me.

things are better.
still some things still arent the same. and never will be.

but i've realized that if you surround yourself with negative people,
you're going to be a negative person.
end of story. blah blah blah.


in the end it all comes down to..

making yourself happy :)

and that is just what i did.



i have an obsession with these 3 boys.
they're music has helped me through the toughest of times ive been through<3



message i sent to them&& they responded<33

hey guys, okay yeah i know this probably sounds really lame but i thought i should just let you guys know this.

well ive been having a lot of problems with my mom, just family issues. and its too the point where things have gotten so bad ive become depressed. but then i found out about this awesome band right? and they're call The Jonas Brothers and for some reason their music really helps me through it all. but the funny thing is is that the songs have nothing to do with what im going through but just listening to you music puts me in such a better mood, and everytime i have a fight or issue with my mom i always pop in your CD or listen to you on my ipod and i feel better.
so in a way i wanted to thank you, not only for making me feel better but just for simply writing amazing music.

love taylor.



their response:

hey! wow! thank you so much! we write songs just for those reasons. we promise to always write music to help you through tuff stuff. keep in tough! God bless! we will keep you in our prayers about you're mom and stuff! with love, the jonas brothers

ps
trust in the Lord with all you're heart, do not depend on you're own understanding."

proverbs 3:5

:)

i wrote this when i was at my lowest point. and they helped me. can these boys be any more amazing or what?


july 15- jonas concert, maybe finally get to meet them since i didnt get to last concert =]